a heart’s final resolve

I haven’t done poetry in a while so I may be a bit rusty; but here goes:

Learning to live without your constant presence has been difficult lately,

And acting normally after what happened is a struggle to do.

Remembering all that we did together and what we have is what I do oftenly,

In every waking moment, what’s on my mind is you.

Sometimes I wish that you would come to understand

Seeing you is the only thing I need to make my day complete;

And even though you consider me only as a friend,

Your eyes and smile at me will always hasten my heartbeat.

Until when I stand upon the presence of death,

Making sure you’re always happy is what I intend to do;

Until the day I draw my last breath,

Loving and missing you is the only thing my heart will do.

Whatever happens, however painful it gets, and even if it takes forever, I’ll always be here for you.  #youknowwhoyouare

4 thoughts on “a heart’s final resolve

  1. Liezl's avatarLiezl

    My friend, I’ve already given you a piece of my mind regarding what you’re going through right now. I’m very hopeful and in prayer for you that someday soon, you’ll be healed from all of this. Learn the lessons pretty well and continue to live life. It doesn’t end there. You loved and are still are loving without regret. I’m happy for you for that. No matter what happens, your family and friends will always be there for you.

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    1. markie09's avatarmarkie09 Post author

      I’ll always be grateful for all that you have told me. I know that I will be healed, and I will continue to live life. But as I promised myself, my heart has given everything for the last time and it will never do so again for another. She’ll be my last great love until the day I die.

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  2. Unknown's avatarCarmela

    I like the poem. Its shows depth of how much special she is towards you…sad it had to be this way. But I am a hopeless romantic. I heard somewhere that once someone experience true love and what you gave it will be returned to you. If not now…someday. I knows it painful. You gave it your best. But there is one thing I am certain though, you truly loved her unconditionally. Cheer up!

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