There are times when you just can’t seem to understand certain things… no matter how hard you try.
You do what you can, knowing what’s good and what’s not.
You mind and go about your own business, and not mind others’ too much.
You do right by people, care deeply for those dear to you and do what you can to make them feel better or be happy.
You appreciate the little things and value what you’re fortunate enough to have.
You’re generous with your time, and spare whatever resources you have to lend a hand without having a second thought.
And yet… things still happen. Or don’t, depending on your perspective.
You try to smile in the midst of all that, and the cycle repeats itself.
Some get lucky and things change for the better. Most others, not so much.
Until such time that you come to terms with what is and what will be.
I have lost count of how many times I asked myself this question during the course of my life:
“will I ever be enough?”
I have yet to hear an answer of more than two letters.
Whether I hear or find it in this lifetime, or someone can truly answer otherwise for me, only time will tell.
Until then, I do what I can.
Have a good week ahead, everyone.
