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About markie09

a music lover at heart, hopeless romantic, sports fan, frustrated DJ and photographer, workaholic-slash-homebody who spends most of his time pondering on when his time on the relationship ride will come; a quiet, yet equally loquacious individual who would rather be at the sidelines than hog the limelight, yet at times longs for his 15 minutes of fame; an imaginative and observant movie buff who most of the time watches movies or binge-watch TV series alone and considers professional wrestling as a real sport; a detail-oriented drummer wannabe who at times would change his mind at the last minute, yet determined and focused once his mind and heart is set on a goal; a taken-for-granted, dignity-trampled-on, emotionally-ignored individual who is easy to fall in love with, yet always being played a second fiddle by women whom he falls for; a Gemini in the true sense of the word who would think of the most obnoxious and dreadfully naughty things at one time, and preach of morality, righteousness and the good of mankind in another; a self-professed loner who takes on the world and the cruelties that go along with it, on the verge of giving up but for some unknown reason continues to press on and make people around him think better of who and what they think they are simply because he just damn cares.

overcast

it’s a rarity that i have this much free time at work in a week. but nonetheless, it’s another opportunity to run through some random thoughts. i’ve been feeling kinda woozy these past few days, probably because i’ve been getting less sleep than usual. it’s not that i’m spending too much time at work, in fact, i’ve been leaving the office almost on time, around 30 minutes after my shift ends. unlike before wherein i spend an extra two hours on the average after my shift to finish work. maybe it’s the stress that’s keeping me awake. weird. on the other hand, things at home aren’t the same since my mom left for the US a week ago. i’m now the man of the house, which means taking care of everything. from laundry, to the dishes, paying the bills, bringing the car to the carwash (or oftentimes, washing it myself), ironing of clothes, to keeping the house clean. i guess doing all that work at home takes time away from rest. it’s not that i’m complaining. i’ve experienced the same thing before during my college days when i was working while in school, and my mom is in the US and i was taking care of everything. but i guess back then, it was different. things were a lot simpler and more manageable. oh well, no reason to complain about changing times now. i just hope it doesn’t rain later on while on my way home or i have to wash the car again after going to the carwash last saturday. its almost payday weekend and i was thinking of treating my brother and sister out this sunday for lunch. sort of like a homecoming for my brother ’cause he spent two-and-a-half months in a dorm reviewing for his board exam which he took last weekend. although he comes home once in a while during weekends, it was not the same without him at home. i just hope that his hard work pays off. makes me quite thankful that the course i took in college doesn’t require me to take a board exam. which makes me have more respect and admiration for my brother. maybe i’ll save the treat when he passes the exam. yet, recognizing his hard work should be enough reason to take him out though. speaking of going out, i haven’t went out with my friends for like, whew, an eternity! i now really miss hanging out with them more than ever. i just hope that during the next few weeks, i could at least touch base with them, work permitting. well, speaking of work, i’ll be outta here in a few minutes. i’ll just be finishing up some reports, and i’m on my way home. shoot, it’s raining outside. i guess i’ll have to hold the laundry and exchange it for a bucket of water and a rag for the car when i get home. =p

a fresh start… or is it?

a fresh start….or is it?

finally, some free time for myself and my thoughts…but before i get to that, i just want to take some time to thank all those who put up with my entries on my past blog site. i had to transfer my journal because mblog.com started to ask for membership fees to keep the service running. i was extremely disappointed at what i saw when i checked my journal for updates. they’re even asking for a retrieval fee for recovering all my past entries, which of course, i wouldn’t pay! all that hard work putting my emotions into words–all gone… good thing i found this site to start my journal all over again. i just hope that the folks here don’t start charging their members as well. but anyways, back to having free time for myself…i’m sure i’ll have time to rant about not getting my past entries and moving them here. it’s been raining on and off all week and with the chill in the morning air, its starting to feel christmas once again–my favorite time of the year. its that time again to reflect and ponder on the things that happened to me during the year. well, all i can say is that this is one of those “forgettable” years of my life, altough there were a few bright spots here and there. i’ll be creating a separate entry highlighting all the memorable events that happened to me, both good and bad. sort of like a year in retrospect… its been a couple of months since my last entry, mainly because of work, plus my PC at home is busted so i can’t use the internet and more than that, i couldn’t even burn new cds to ad to my collection. talk about not being able to do what makes your stress go away… and i don’t even have the time to have it fixed! now that may give you an idea on how busy my life is nowadays. i guess writing a journal would be the next best thing to de-stress myself. this entry may not be similar to the ones i had before, and i know that. it’s just that too many things are occupying my mind now and i really do not know where to start. but given time to really think and reflect, hopefully my next entries would be more organized. but for the meantime, this would have to do. a new month, a new journal… sounds like a fresh start to me….or is it?