ever had the feeling that you know that something's coming up from out of nowhere?  well, i've had this creepy-slash-antsy feeling since last week that something's going to happen to me.  i don't know if it's good or bad and i still can't quite put my finger on what it is, but i definitely know that it's for me… or at least it has something to do with me.  i try to shake it off or try not to get distracted by it, but it keeps coming back.  i try to face it by thinking of what the possibilities that would be, but i always come up short-handed with… well, nothing.  one thing i know for sure is that it's definitely nothing to do with my upcoming birthday because one, no one cares if it's my birthday, and two, i don't make such a big deal out of my birthday.  it's just an ordinary day for me because i don't feel at all special and don't get treated special by anyone i know.  but whatever that is, well, i just hope it springs up sooner rather than later.  i'd rather face it now than go through the agony of being much ado about nothing.  don't you hate it when that happens?