isn't it nice when something you want in life–whether it be something material or a goal that you're aiming for–that you know you cannot achieve, reach or get suddenly appears right in front of you (figuratively speaking) and all you have to do is stretch your hand out and grab it? when you put off something as impossible and then out of nowhere, you're already in/on it? that feeling of "this must be a dream" kind of thing is not a dream but is happening for real? when you cannot help but smile all day upon that feeling of sheer luck and good fortune came your way starts to sink in and your senses are heightened to the point that you're literally bouncing up and down in joy? when suddenly, all your friends and family actually start feeling happy for YOU (for a change, instead of someone else) and whatever good thing that has happened to you? and that feeling when it has all sunk in, you go to bed at night for the first time in a very, very, very, very and i mean very, long time, you know you'll wake up feeling the same way when you fell asleep and with a smile on your face, knowing that everything is all good?

well, that happened to me the day after valentines. and man, it was f**king awesome.

i wish i could say the same for my lovelife.

and there goes my post-valentine entry.