though your departure came as a sudden surprise to both of us, we have always talked about it on numerous ocassions. at times, we even fought on the reasons why we should stay together and why we should go our separate ways. though we tried to understand each other's shortcomings, you and i both know we tried everything to make up for it and move forward with our relationship together. though in this case now, it really had to end.

our last night together was one i really won't forget. it was the same feeling i had when we spent our first night together. we just laid there, and went back through time and reminisced all the things we've shared. all the laughter and tears, the naughty thoughts we've exchanged, and the beautiful music we've created.

i remember the first time i saw you almost a two years ago. you captivated me, tormented my imagination, and, like a spell you've cast on me, made you irresistable. for months i tried to fight it, but when i see you in passing or by chance, you never fail to capture my attention and make me surrender to your beauty. yet at the back of my mind, thoughts and questions still lay unanswered. "are you worth it?" "will this be it?" "are you the one i'm destined to be with?" these questions kept me up all night wondering if i should take the risk. although there were others more deserving for me, i didn't pay attention to them and just focused on you. until finally, i gave in. the day i professed my feelings for you, you then became elusive, making me more tormented and obsessed to be with you. yet i became patient, and waited for the right time. and happily, it paid off. even if you made your limitations known, blinded by your essence, i still was drawn to you. and the day we were together was like a match made in heaven.

the 14 months that we were together made both of us realize that we both have grown and matured. there were times when i get frustrated at you, yet i still couldn't leave you behind. and even in the times that i did leave you, i'd always come back for you. every day and every minute, we were inseparable. you were there for me in my darkest days and in the few moments that i'd shine. you never left my side when i wanted to be as far away from you as possible. and even if there are times when you would run out on me, i understood and let you be. this goes to show that we really deserved to be together, even if the odds are against us staying together.

through all these, amidst the shock i'm still feeling which i know in time i'll get over, i want to glorify, praise, and thank you for all the things you have done for me. that shows what you're capable of, and for that, i have nothing but respect and love for you. i hold you in the highest standard and would sing praises to people when i'm asked to talk about you. you have made me a better person and for that, again, i say nothing but thanks. though we'll see each other from time to time, and when we do, i'll never fail to say hello and give you that smile you always wanted to see. i'll miss you and the nights we've spent together. you have been very wonderful to me. thank you. goodbye.