a fresh start….or is it?

finally, some free time for myself and my thoughts…but before i get to that, i just want to take some time to thank all those who put up with my entries on my past blog site. i had to transfer my journal because mblog.com started to ask for membership fees to keep the service running. i was extremely disappointed at what i saw when i checked my journal for updates. they’re even asking for a retrieval fee for recovering all my past entries, which of course, i wouldn’t pay! all that hard work putting my emotions into words–all gone… good thing i found this site to start my journal all over again. i just hope that the folks here don’t start charging their members as well. but anyways, back to having free time for myself…i’m sure i’ll have time to rant about not getting my past entries and moving them here. it’s been raining on and off all week and with the chill in the morning air, its starting to feel christmas once again–my favorite time of the year. its that time again to reflect and ponder on the things that happened to me during the year. well, all i can say is that this is one of those “forgettable” years of my life, altough there were a few bright spots here and there. i’ll be creating a separate entry highlighting all the memorable events that happened to me, both good and bad. sort of like a year in retrospect… its been a couple of months since my last entry, mainly because of work, plus my PC at home is busted so i can’t use the internet and more than that, i couldn’t even burn new cds to ad to my collection. talk about not being able to do what makes your stress go away… and i don’t even have the time to have it fixed! now that may give you an idea on how busy my life is nowadays. i guess writing a journal would be the next best thing to de-stress myself. this entry may not be similar to the ones i had before, and i know that. it’s just that too many things are occupying my mind now and i really do not know where to start. but given time to really think and reflect, hopefully my next entries would be more organized. but for the meantime, this would have to do. a new month, a new journal… sounds like a fresh start to me….or is it?